A couple of days ago…..Benson and I was talking….
I was a bit overwhelmed with ” here comes the next year for AFRICA”
We talked and prayed…of how…” I can not do this…I do not want to miss
the voice of God, or go before Him, or wait too long….or not get His will done.”

It is not for me, or how I will “look”….
It is ~  FOR the woman in the field that Dorcas and I went to talk to.
Asking her to pray for a medical clinic….and her eyes lit up so much.
Like ~ ” I need that , I can not travel, pay for travel…when my children are sick”….
I seen it in her eyes………….I heard her Swahili…..but I seen it in her eyes.
Then Dorcas translated what I had seen.

This a.m. in church, Bishop Darnell….preached on Solomon…..
and what he asked for = WISDOM……………… WISDOM …………

Solomon offered 1,000 burnt offerings FIRST….his heart was for Who ?  God…
from the “inside out”…..his heart was for God…..
then, then, then….Then God said, ask what you want….and I shall give thee…..

It was like God took a veil off my eyes…..” don’t worry, Janelle”
Turn your heart, inside out for Me…keep your shoulders turned to me…
Spend deep time with Me, worship Me, seek Me…love Me…live and walk with Me.

Benson called again today, we prayed over the phone…that our ministry..
and individually, we would seek after the heart of God…..seriously.

And God, will give us wisdom, insight, discernment, favor, anointing…
to do all HE is asking….all for Him, His people in Liyavo….
they are HIS……they are ~ HIS….

a deep sense of reliance…..but a deeper sense of getting under His wing….
abiding under His wing….and under His wing….sitting…sharing…listening…
and being guided….each day…..for Liyavo…for more salvations….

Third Days Song ~  ” lift up your head….SALVATION IS COMING”

I take that to heart…..the medical clinic 2012 ~  is the tool, God will use
for SALVATIONS…..bringing Benson and Dorcas to the USA…
Salvation is coming…..Salvation is coming…..to us, in the U.S. !! believe me !

it is Who He is……it is our desire, it is time to get serious about it…..
Saturated~ Serious + deliberate….to be In His will ….for His will
from ” Spiritual to spiritual “…..it is deep, it is sobering….it is God’s work…….

And in that…. I feel….the guns will be loaded…..
Spiritual is going to happen in 2012…..